Why is a day without you So hard to bear I can't stand it anymore Leave me now You're not next to me But I think about it a 100 times 'Why, I can't do it without you, I can't do it anymore

ari ni aq nk cite la ape bende yg brlaku kat aq arinie...arinie aq bangun lewat around kul 9 tu aq bangun la...tp kali ni x kene marah ngan mak de sbb ayah de ade kat umah.....so pagi tu bangun,kelip2 mata basuh muka semua tu la.... pastu gi la wat routine harian.... the bad luck starts on the evening.....
1. nk beli kain baju sekolah x jadi
arine mummy den ingat nk beli kain baju sekolah den sbb klu nk beli yg siap punye jawab nye jadi minah senting ah..bila dh siap semua pakai baju dh ready tuk pegi,x jadi pulak...sbbnye,daddy den x mau g.....mummy dh x de duit sbb dh abis bayar bill....(bill bulan ni paling mahal sbb asik2 tgk tv je,x pun online berjam2)so x jadi pegi..
2. marah puye pasal kte jadi mangsa
mummy dh marah ngan daddy so die release tension die dgn cara y paling pelik sekali... die g mesin rumput....masalah nie die g mesin masa ujan.....dh ujan tu rumput mesti la basah kan..nie la jadi mangsa nye...ok die mesin rumput gune land mower tu... pastu die nk mesin kat tempat yg ade batu2 kecik la...aq rase aq ddk jarak paling selamat sekali dh tadi...unfortunate 4  me...a pebble hit right in my nose which make me think that my front bone is broken.....b'cuz of  that land mower.... my face is hurt but the misery doesn't  end there,the next thing i now is another pebble hit my hurting leg which makes hurt a lot...but my mom never notice.....yes my mum never notice..it b'cuz i never cried in pain even though im in pain..only in my heart i cried in pain...but outside im motionless,if people look at me at the time they will surely never notice that im in pain.....

My misery ends at dawn where i take a nice cold bath,the cold bath washes my pain away....so  if i touch my nose the pain comes,if i don't then the pain won't come.....same thing as my leg, but when i walk the pain comes.....what to say....pain is the most common thing in my life actually,more common that fun.....cuz i have to endure pain every second.....its either physical pain or an emotional breakdown which is same as heartache...the pain that stab ur felling every time..... what to say.....its life n u have to endure everything just to live it normally but in my case i don't think im living normally....n i don't know the reason why i said that....its just......my INSTINCT that say im not normal... that all
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