my dearest friends
today,i was doing my daily routine and after i finished doing all of my chores,i sat at a beach in front of my house. well, my mom said its called a porch so let's just go with it.Then I remember my friends,i wander what they were doing cuz i really miss them.at this new place i have no friends so im all alone here and i the only friend i have is my cats.unfortunately cats cant talk but they feel our feelings, they know im lonely so they try to cheer me up.well let's get back to the topic,as i were saying i was think about my friends and then it hit me,why did i make them as my friends?.That specific question keeps bugging me until tonight.the reason i become friends with them is b'cuz they are unique,yes they are unique.during my childhood,my parents thought me through discipline, they teach how to walk properly,eat properly,and mind my manners.my friends at that time have the same habit as mine,we talked formally,we never said bad things to each other b'cuz our parents know each other and work at the same place.my dad told me that his children is his image,if either of my sisters or myself makes a mistake it can ruined my father's image as well as my mother.i think my childhood as a boring childhood cuz its filled with book. my mom said that book are much more important than tv cuz books are knowledge, so i read book now and then until i was 10 years old.i remember it was in the middle of April that my family moved to Selangor from Negeri Sembilan,i moved to a little place called Kuala Kubu Bharu.when i enter the new school i thought i could make a good impression but i was wrong. i cant mix up with the kids there,they were so different.they talked bad words to each other but they laugh,if it were me,i would get very angry. i told my mom about those kids at school and my mom said i need to learn their ways,how they communicate,how's the daily routine and many more.it took me 3 years to actually understand their ways of living and their daily routine,but not their ways of communicate,4 communication i think i can get a D cuz honestly i never quite understand wat they are saying sometimes.Chingu,if u guys are reading this Bianne is all i can say.we came from different families,different background and manners,there are some who laughs a lot,likes to hit people,likes to talked nonsense,and some who has a bad hearing but there some who is calm,secretive,and cool + popular.their ways are so different from me but im still trying to learn it. it may takes some time 4 me to fully understand them,so im hoping 4 their patience a lot. Even though they seem cheerful on the outside but actually,some of my friends has sad stories behind their smile,which makes me feel sorry 4 them cuz i see them smile,i see their faces every time but i never notice that they are suffering from inside, and it makes me want to take care of them, u know be their mother sometimes.i want to bring happiness in their lives and not sufferings. thats Y if they fight with each other i really felt like crying,i think my self as a failure cuz i cant make them happy and their soul are not in peace. it makes me happy and in peace when i see them laughing,playing with each other and seeing them having the time of their life.based on the reasons above i really like to thank those people who become my friends,for accepting me and make me as ur friends.there are the one and only person who i called friends,and my friends are no ordinary people,they are UNIQUE........
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