He Who is on my mind and He who i love the most
actually,well....he is an old friend of mine,since elementary school and during that time...well i fell in love with him... I was able to tell him how i feel but i think he's not the romantic type so he keeps quite at first and the next day he acts as if nothing happen between us....becuz i dont want to make it worst,i go with the flow. We break apart when I was in form 1 cuz he was offered to a boarding school. He sent letters to me and my friends,but no personal letter of course...after that there was a huge silence...and then it broke off.....i've never contact him cuz he has no phone or number to contact with...but then one day,at facebook,he suddenly chat with me...the chat went on n on until,he ask me "do i still like him?" and i was like "OMG....he ask bout it but i dont want to make a fool of my self,so i answer him "yes,i like u.......as a friend"and he said "ok"plainly ok. I mean what does that mean,ok in a good mood or a sad mood. He knows that i like him and i hope he stills think me as a friend cuz when he as that question i wonder if i said yes i like him,like him will he say i like u since ever or i'll make a fool of myself. I never hated him except once when he hurt my friends feeling by making them wait for him n my friends hates him now...that one no comment....i cant change their feelings right, its who they hate that i start to think if u hurt my friends u hurt me...so i hate him...and then this came...i was like OMG...Oh god if u hear me now,please lead me a way,a way were no one is hurt and the ways to ur heaven ,and may i find joy during the journey....Amin..
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